sarah - of course you can stay with me. just let me know when and i'll sort the spare room out for you. fyzal might prefer you staying with him - but if he does i'll come over to see ya.
as for the brief summary of your recent life - it sounds pretty rough. i absolutely loathe moving house - so, so distressing. i remember my socology text book had moving house as number 2 in a table of life's great stresses, just below 'losing a loved one' - and i used to snicker about that. until i moved away myself. and again. and again. and again.
hopefully the psychaitrist will prove useful - your issue is anxiety i think - but have you ever considered that there might be some real physical symptoms relating to your breathing? have they tested you for asthma? hay fever?
anyway - email me when you know your plans for next week. i ahve to leave at 11am on wednesday btw for my writing class - but you'd be free to just swan around my place if you weren't ready to leave.